Lately my minds been on overtime,
wondering all variety of ‘what if’s’,
the missed opportunities, mistakes and hurt -
would life be better without what made me me?
Will my future ever exist, until I can fully let go,
or are lessons still to be learnt?
How will I know when the time is right,
can I move ahead with my head held high,
if I still work so hard to hide,
hide away, avoid all challenges,
stay as I am, yet secretly waiting for something, or someone,
to show my full potential, so I’ll believe in myself fully,
once more regain the drive and take control,
life is out there, if you feel you can make sense of it.